Starlight

Goodbye

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:31:54 GMT

Hello friends,

http://julyfifteenth.livejournal.com/

For those who can no longer read me, this phase of my life is coming to an end, and I've always liked to mark changes however vaguely or indirectly.

It has been a thrilling and educational ride- it served to remind me that even in any assumed standstill, life remains volatile and malleable. The foundation of what we are is that our only constant is the inconstant and the inconstant lures us slowly away from our foundations. Simple words, an explanation, from a wise friend - We grow. We grow and grow and my life has changed beyond recognition. I'd been looking through my old guestbook- filled to the brim with memories from age thirteen plus to seventeen- and I wonder who I was. Or should I consider accepting that who I was then would wonder who I am now? I have been through overwhelming successes and have made miserable, irreparable mistakes- but I will keep learning and will never give up on life.

In any case, I now move on to a short holiday in Mont Kiara with my Constants- the break between the change- before I turn 19 on the fifteenth, and less than a week later begin a series of SMU organized camps for Freshies, Soc Sci Kids and those interested in the Arts, and finally start my University life. I have hopes, and I'm looking forward to it.

Goodbye if you've read until here, Stranger, and may your road be blessed.

Much love always, Leanne ♥

Inconstant ☆

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 06:21:14 GMT

Tuesday was Matriculation with Nicky, today is my last day of work, and tomorrow I'll leave for a much anticipated weekend getaway in Mont Kiara with my cousins.

This, the impending start of University and its numerous camps (for which I thank my lucky stars I have Nicky with me) and a medley of other emotions necessitates a kind of change, so I'll be shifting my Lj soon. Watch for that my friends! I'm afraid it will probably be mostly friends-locked, so if you don't have an Lj, I apologize. Of course, creating an account shouldn't be that difficult :)

Much love always, Leanne ♥
P.S. Happy Birthday Kor G!

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:07:38 GMT

Fun Friday:

Happy Birthday Stelli-

Happy Belated Birthday Jo -

Sleepy Sick Saturday:
Slept at 3am, woke up at 2pm. Slept in btwn MSN conversations for short durations. Slept at 6pm plus, woke up at 8pm for KFC Dinner. Slept at 9pm, woke up at 11pm to collect Guitar Hero from Mart's friend, and I was ill :( And puking. A lot. Slept at 12am. I would love to say "Did not wake" now, but I did, at like 11am.

Sunny Sunday:
Titus came over :) We Wii-ed, then went to Singapore Swimming Club for Dinner and Bowling with my Daddy and Siblings! (Mom's fractured her ankle, can't go anywhere lol) Woohoo damn fun! (I didn't bowl but it was amusing all the same :D) Andrew is freaking talented..... Just kidding hahaha.

Merry Monday:
Went to Taka during lunch to collect my medical report and did a spot of shopping. Once work is over, I'm heading to Titus'! This marks my third last day at work. Did I mention, my mom is amazing cool? Just as I was going to tell her I insist on quitting my job this week, she cut me off and said, "Oh Leanne, I was talking to your dad and I told him I think you really should quit your job! You need the break before Uni starts- that's like what, in September right?" OMG I LOVE MY MOMMY :D

Okay Matriculation tomorrow and then twoooo moreee dayssss. Byebye Leigh :( It's only six days without me you'll do great! Just put up with the BM- convenience over disgust :) And Tania who gave me my mystery birthday gift today! EXCITING! :D Love love love much much much. Thankkk you :D

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 18:16:30 GMT

This is a rare moment I must document, of Shock by:

<3 One of the sweetest & most unexpected early birthday surprises that I've ever received.
</3 The grossest and most horrible desperate Friendster message that I've ever received.

P.S: Today (Friday) was really great :) Birthdays galore! Happy Stelli and Belated Jo <3
P.P.S: Thank you Jem, I know you come by here sometimes. Really! I still don't know how I could possibly accept it, but I really love it, thank you, you're the best :)

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 07:39:55 GMT

( credits to froozzt )

Lunch with Leigh today was such a relief- like a breath of fresh air as you're drowning. These days it's been the little things that've kept me going- meeting Stelli or Leigh at work, enjoying talks with Tania, hanging out with Titus, conversing online and even just looking through Jabez's photos or reading Maddox or horror movie plots off wiki. Honestly, I cannot wait until the end of this stint. I will spend one week at home- asleep. Thank you.

Couldn't shopping and movies count...

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:46:05 GMT

Sooo the weekend's treated me fairly despite me feeling poorly, ran into lots of people I didn't expect to see but was good. I had dinner and shopped with Moosy and Leigh on Thursday, caught Wanted with Titus on Friday (the movie was a bit stupid imho, but fun), went for my Uni check-up on Saturday morning (omg the x-ray was horrible you had to wait for forever), shopped with Titus in the evening, and caught the midnight Zohan with my cousin Gerald and sisters at The Cathay (there was a couple who stayed in the carpark in their car presumably fucking from when we arrived till as we left grossssss as hell wtf oh and the movie was good). I spent today at Titus' bumming, watching Superhero movie, Narnia on Chn 5, The Fabulous Life and Human Weapon: Kung Fu (hahaha). I think Titus and I need to do something more productive on Sundays. His dad commented on a teen couple he saw taking photos together, and commented, "Photography, huh? That's productive.", in the 'Titus you are wasting your life away' way............

Oh God I need a hobby.

Crimson and Clover

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:48:24 GMT

Jack and Jill's Manifesto of Rules to Live by
Rule #1 Be honest
Rule #2 Believe in fairytales
Rule #3 Accept time as our friend and not our enemy
Rule #4 Make sure the nooky is good
Rule #5 Promote beauty. Wage a sustained campaign against ugliness
Rule #6 Abandon the pursuit of happiness and its false promise
Rule #7 Show compassion, except to pirates
Rule #8 Less TV
Rule #9 Always be willing to admit when you're wrong

So I stayed home yesterday and watched a bunch of movies after completing my writing for Rednano, being completely ill (and still am, I need to google Laryngitis because I don't think an ear pressure is involved in that). The movies were really good, thus the pictures above. Catch them if you can! I know I'm slow on one count, forgive that.

Currently I am so exhausted from being ill that the trivial decisions I have to make- Drama party or Colleague's Farewell, Fujitsu Lifebook or Apple Macbook (Black), and whether I should do my SMU medical on Saturday or later- becomes kickass confusing problems. Now all I want to do is roll around on my bed / Titus' bed and watch a stupid mindless movie like Zombie Strippers or Superhero Movie.

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 19:21:26 GMT

( So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel )

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:23:48 GMT

1. Tuesday night at Kevin's was... bad in a great way! Completely wasted, no thanks to Ambrose. But everyone was anyway- 5-10, Circle of Death and emptying the Absolut Apeach, Absolut Pear and Absolut 100. Funniest parts of the night was Kevin stopping a car, Bobby shouting "Do you have boobs!" and all nine of us getting threatened by a neighbour (with Sherman yelling back) when some of the guys tried to er Stroke her dog with a branch. Hahahaha! It could've been worse, but Bot forgot the Absinthe... Still, never drinking again!

2. Wednesday was spent recovering at Titus', watching VH1's Top 40 Reality TV Moments, My Wife and Kids and Dirty Sexy Money. Skipped Mambo, since half the world was skipping it. Then coming home to find out from Wai Lumn that I should never take bus 70 again, and chatting with Jem, Bot and Long while reading Remember Me? halfway until 5am because I'd already slept half the day away.

3. Just got back from bringing Andrew out to watch Get Smart with Titus, and just got dumped by Titus as he headed off for his chalet so I'm a bit moody and a bit pissed off especially since it's my last day off for the week yet I've to spend the night at home. Horrible! I hate you Titus. When you read this I hope you feel super guilty. (Okay I don't mean it I hope you have fun I just really miss you..)

I guess I'll go arrange my SMU Matriculation things now! Stop Procrastination or something.

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:18:34 GMT

You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely.

Wii = Family Craze

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:50:44 GMT

9th June -
Omg? I don't even remember if I'd gone home for dinner or something. I probably did but! Omg!

10th June -
Half-day leave, Kung Fu Panda with the Family, Shopping with Chris, WiiSports with Andrew and Titus! I had to go buy myself a new ATM Card since I threw mine down Stelli's rubbish chute... And Andrew hurt himself playing Wii Bowling. He attempted some cool move and fell flat on his face, knee and elbow. Seriously!

11th June -
Mambo with Tits, Amb, Chris and Justin, Mambo and Supper with Gerald and his friends! I damn sad that Melody didn't get in? Titus was so smashed! Amb and I sent him back at two, I came back in time to send Chris off, then joined my cousin Gerald and his friends until it closed then went for supper. Super stoned....

12th June -
Took Leave. Picked up Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer then headed to Hungover Titus' . Ended up reading while he crashed hahaha

13th June -
Incredible Hulk, Balcony, Supper with Tits, Amb, Jem, Kev and Sherm! My favourite part of the movie was when the last bit with Tony Stark! Ah fucking excited for The Avengers / Civil War (which Gerald told me about) whatever it's called Marvel Alliance thing fucking cool. Anyway so we went off to Balcony, had drinks and watched soccer while playing 5-10 (inevitably since the entire place was crowded with guys shouting Whoa! at every miss), then went down to the Kopitiam for food at Youth Park, watched some gays jump around and bought spoilt pens from an ex-con.

14th June -
Shopping with the Sisters, Mario Kart w the Brother then writing my pitch with the help of Jem! (and collapsing with pain). Meloooo and Chrissss it's really not my fault we didn't meet this time anymore ): I miss you both though! In the end we all cancelled on gardens because.. Mel forgot.. Chris had a last min family thing.. and I had cheese poisoning. (Easily the coolest.) Anyway the Wii is just awesome.

15th June -
Lunch at Yen Dining, Oosh, Secret Mission with A in Town, then dinner and Guitar Hero, WiiFit and Tennis on Gayle's Wii at Aunty Mag's and heading down to Haato to visit Charlotte with Titus till 1. I came home and rushed my marketing pitch ahh no sleep thanks again Jeremy! Father's Day (my dad got teary-eyed i suspect) and Lisa's Birthday, and meeting Charlotte after so long! Definitely a good day, mostly (: At Aunty Mag's, I discovered, do you know what it feels like when you have Wagyu Beef, Alaskan King Crab, a plate of incredibly delectable Sushi and Golden Pillow in front of you yet not be able to really enjoy it because your stomach is just killing you from poisoning? Well, I do :(

16th June - Stoned @ Work
You have no idea how happy I am that Stelli is at work Stelli is at work Stelli is at work! :D :D :D

I'm about to give up on this way of recording memories. It's fun, the process, but, wao I wrote alot. The words are just making me dizzy... I should take more photos but I spoilt my camera and handphone cameras just dont cut it. Not that I've uploaded what I said I would last week anyway. Aiyah lazy as hell maybe I'll shut this down soon!

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:51:41 GMT

friday night - 2am nydc
saturday - cabbed to pasir ris, picked titus up, went to his place, went shopping at city hall, wii at my place
sunday - narnia with titus and the sibs
monday - jack's bday surprise with melo and joan
tuesday - worked ot
wednesday - borders, taco bell and sex and the city with da
thursday - swensens then sky of love (lol) with mel and stel
friday - now i really cant decide if i should go karaoke with the colleagues and/or meet chris OR go home. because life sucks without edward cullen and titus nah.
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okay so that was hurriedly written on friday when i was trying to figure out if my life had been exciting enough to spend a friday night at home. i decided in the end that i didnt really give a fuck, so i went home and mourned for the lack of stock for stephenie meyer's eclipse (thanks for offering the mints anyway)

the weekend has been uneventful in a nice way- saturday was spent with titus waking me up in the morning having come over straight from tekong, and then gardens for haato at night, sunday visiting his newly finished condo that his parents cant decide what to do with yet, walking around centrepoint and meeting his platoon mates, then sending him to tekong and his parents bringing me back.

i have a bunch of photos i should probably post.... but as can be seen from this entry i'm too lazy to even use capital letters so what are the chances of that happening today?

okay i return to watching movies. my mom insists on doing my eyebrows later tonight ah fuck :/

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:43:17 GMT

Friday, 30/05:

Shopping, Dinner, Midnight dessert with Leigh, Moosy, Jo and Bryan, and major book hunting in Borders where I was introduced to the loveliness that is Twilight (: Thanks Leigh! <3

“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.”

12<34 Smellea!

Fri, 30 May 2008 01:49:05 GMT

Stelli's a Tyrant, I will not sit next to her ever again.
Mello's just weird. She does Agyness poses at touristy places.

I JOKE, I JOKE, I KID, I KID.

I'm looking forward to the Boy Outing-
Mel: "What place... St Nicks!"
Lea: "Our juniors will judge us."
Mel: "I will judge me!!!!"

Let's go!

Two weeks two days

Wed, 28 May 2008 09:51:22 GMT

Let's see.. besides work which is still pretty fun in its own way:

met Chris, Shen and Melanie for sushi
passed my BTT, enrolled for FTT but can't decide between Manual and Auto
met Ada and lost my phone
met Titus and his army friends for gym and food
missed my meet with Adone and was labelled a dickface :( THIS FRIDAY PLEASE
met Ada for a bit of shopping and talking
went shopping with Lisa and my cousin for my aunt's birthday present
went on the Flyer and had dinner at Shang for my aunt's 50th
met Keith and Titus for What Happens in Vegas
met Jack and Shawn then Mr Magorium at Jack's with Titus
had the nicest walk of my life out Jack's by directional error (like the walk out Kevin's before)
met Titus and his family for Indiana Jones
met Moosy for Ice Cube and conversation (hello schoolmate <3)
met the Gees for Mel's one-day-late birthday celebration at Sushi Tei and B&Js
lunches with Stelli or Leigh or the colleagues
CS in between from midnight till latenight with the usual guys!
clocked in really late hours sometimes at work :/
forgot to bring my handphone, ipod, money and work pass to SPH today

Okay that's a nice refreshing list. I feel like I'm missing something out but I just can't figure it out. I need the photos from when I actually took them. I guess I really need to a) Replace my camera and snap everyday or b) update every minute. Balance! Mmm, anyway now I just need to decide between Manual and Auto driving classes, and my new learning route would be almost all mapped out.

Help

Mon, 26 May 2008 01:15:18 GMT

I am on the Joint Acceptance Platform, with my selection being SMU Soc Sci (after weeks of considerable thought and talks with my parents and everybody) and I am unable to click Submit. Who knew the click of a button could be so life-altering?

To get my mind off things, my number will be reactivated within the hour! Hello friends you can reach me again, and by Keith's logic, I won't be lonely anymore! (:

Can I also say I had a really great weekend? (Yes, in spite of Friday Night, and even that was good cause I finally met K) I owe this journal two week's worth of life updates as of today, and I've already forgotten what some days were spent on. I will get my lazy procrastinating ass down to it soon.

Okay back to not being able to click the button!

Score!

Wed, 21 May 2008 06:07:50 GMT

Haha, I just found out I got the place in SMU Social Sciences cause James reminded me there was another Uni so I went to check online. Now the question is... What's Daddy gonna say? He's been rooting for SMU from the start, but all the stuff I heard about SMU is really scaring me off. Sorry, I have to blog about it because I'm actually quite proud that I scored a place in every local university. From the old days, who'dve thought! It's time to ask for a prize (:

Titus Nah, you get out of field camp now I want your advice :( On a similar kind of note, it sucks reading a book about losing a loved one to death while your boyfriend is unreachable in a bloody jungle.

HI I LOST MY PHONE

Mon, 19 May 2008 10:12:32 GMT

If you're important enough you'd have my temporary number by now, if not, ask me for it! I'll revert back to my number soon... I hope

I also realized my friends arent very nice because when I put up the notice (of sorts) on MSN, i got:

"Loser! What happend?"
"KNN, no wonder never reply my message."
"Hahaha is that a trick?"
"Why are you such a noob!"
"What happend to your phone LOL!"
"Wow, you are careless!"

There are the nice ones but still! These are too much.

~~On the subject of notices,~~ I'm going to NUS FASS.
Yeah... gotta get down to accepting it. Soon again, I suppose.

Oh, I just remembered. I also spoilt the camera Titus gave me. He (Okay, We) dropped it on the floor at a horrible angle. It's just one stroke of bad luck after another this weekend ):

Saturday Sunshine (:

Sat, 17 May 2008 19:29:31 GMT

HI BABY I LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU WONT READ THIS

I WILL EDIT THIS ENTRY WHEN I'M UP TO IT LIKE MAYBE WHEN I'M MORE AWAKE, OR WHEN I'M NOT BUSY BECAUSE I LOVE THE WEEKENDS WHAT WITH TITUS AND NO WORK AND BOOKOUTS AND CS AND SHOPPING AND MOVIES AND DRINKS AND MEETS AND BLABLABLA.

MEANWHILE YOU ARE SOOOOOO FUCKING WEIRD I CAN BARELY BELIEVE I EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE AND TRIED TO BE NICE EEEEW (NO, IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHO IT IS, IT PROBABLY ISN'T)

MELLO'S ENTRY MADE ME REALIZE I MISS ALOT OF PEOPLE RIIIIGHT NOW, EVEN TITUS! WAKE UP FAT BOY! MELLOOO COME BACK ALR LAH SIAN! STELLI BITCH DO NOT MEET ONLY IN SPH LEH DAMN SAD IT'S LIKE RUSH HOUR CONVERSATION OR STH. HI DA-NTIST YES I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP BY NOW IF I'M GG TO WAKE UP ON TIME. HI CHRIS YOU MAKE ME DO ALOT OF THINGS I DONT WANT TO YOU KNOW, AM I SUPPOSED TO GO TO PENINSULA PLAZA WITH YOU? AND JACK IS TOO BUSY SHE NEEDS TO QUIT DANCE AND MEET ME EVERYDAY AND BRING SHAWN. KEITH MIA BASTARD! ADONE ON MONDAY = EXCITED!

I NEED TO SLEEP I THINK.

Mon, 12 May 2008 16:54:24 GMT

I will fix it (all), but I can only try. I solely meant good, but fuckups usually fuck up. I'm sorry.

Meanwhile I will live for the weekends

Mon, 12 May 2008 16:46:54 GMT

( Always have, Always will )

(Monday) Work. Breakfast, almost Lunch with Stelli, Dinner at home.

(Tuesday) Work. Lunch with Leigh, Stelli's Faggot Break. Titus books out with a high fever! :(:

(Wednesday) Work. Titus' place again!

(Thursday) Bye Titus ): + Work. Failed meet with Jabez. Errands @ J8

(Friday) Work + TGIF. Chilled at Jabez's. Stole his whole hard drive.

(Saturday) Titus! <3 Then CS at 2am. I was killed 148 times. Thank you very much you fat naked molerat. + Happy birthday Keithy! When you see this, which will prbly be when you're ignoring what I say on MSN and replying with nudges and also when you are a mighty Corporal, I miss you too! Not that you're as loveable as me. We'll have a birthday treat with Joce and Tits soon. And a Pay-rise treat from you. Once you get down to arranging it ;D

(Sunday) Mother's Day at Aquamarine then Shopping with Sisters then Titus!

(Monday) Work. New people and all. Met Chris and Shen at Gardens, was sent home by a not-very-sober and kena-summon Shen. Thank you, so sweet of you, especially in that state! (:

I have a Deadline

Mon, 05 May 2008 13:48:12 GMT

NTU Communications or NUS FASS? :S (for Stress)

Constantine

Fri, 02 May 2008 13:51:50 GMT

Let me fast forward past the happy week before Titus left, where we did anything and everything we felt like everyday and I tried my darndest not to think about the fact that he was leaving for army.

So I went with Mel and Stelli to Starbucks last friday after touring Tekong and whined, had a surprise birthday lunch for Nicky with Jo, Leigh, Dwong, Perry and her ijtp friends on Sat, played CS with the usuals in the night, screwed up my hair on Sunday, had a job interview and met Stelli for shopping and Swensen's on Monday, did nothing with Lisa on Tuesday, worked then hung out with Titus, Amb, Jem and Darren everywhere from Zouk to Hooters and bumped into plenty but not enough on Wednesday into Thursday (I am still very very sorry for the awesome lousy night! :/), caught Harold and Kumar in PS with Titus and then raaan all the way to Cine for Iron Man with Keith, Eleen, Samme and Germaine on Thursday and sent Titus to Pasir Ris then played CS again then went to work today running on the no-sleep-high you usually get with.. no sleep.

My colleagues at SPH's rednano are great, real friendly people, but I suspect they think I'm really stupid because I keep leaving my things around, like today when I left 50$ in the library, my keycard on the microfilm machine thus successfully locking myself out of the Resource Center, and my sandwich on my desk to rot over the weekend. It's my brother's birthday tonight and his friends are yelling down the house, but all's good because all're cute :D

It's been a great two weeks! Eight more days 8(

Disaster!

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:16:07 GMT

I went to the hairdresser's, and mine spoke chinese, and I didn't understand a word--

And now I have bangs!

Titus is going to kill me.......

What happend to my constant standstill

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:32:35 GMT

27 months yesterday, enlistment today,
Accepted into NTU Comms tonight, Job interviews soon.

Life promises to change too quickly.

(Hi baby, I miss you already)